Taking a day off

Today, I'm taking the day off. As in, it's almost 5 and I'm still in my PJs. And I didn't get out of bed until *gasp* noon.I'm trying to give myself permission to just be, and feel what I need to feel, and do what I need to do, without worrying about whether I'm being


So it's 3 am .... And im blogging in bed from my phone. (please forgive me for spelling issues or incorrect punctuation.) I guess insomnia is going to be part of the new me. At least for a while. As soon as we found out something wasn't right with our pregnancy, sleep has alluded me

I lost the baby

    Just so you know, this post might not be for you. It's not going to be fun. Or fit altogether in this nice, neat little package that makes you feel good inside. Because right now, nothing in my life feels nice or neat. I either feel totally numb and empty -- or so